A lil something I live byYou can shed tears that he is gone, or you can smile because he has lived. You can close your eyes and pray that he'll come back, or you can open your eyes and see all he's left. Your heart can be empty because you can't see him, or you can be full of the love you shared. You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday. You can remember him only that he is gone, or you can cherish his memory and let it live on. You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back. Or you can do what he'd want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on

March 06, 2010

one more day!!

it's amazing how you can have so many people around you, yet feel so alone. i've lost the love of my life and i feel so alone...
FOR ONE MORE DAY - claudia and i talked about that there was an author and he wrote a book about if you lost someone you loved, what would you do with one more day with them? automatically, i thought of Jeff. i would drive his truck with him, I know he loved his truck but he loved my love the most.. that was what he always told me.., ride to our fav spot up the hill, rub his back, look into his green eyes, feelin his warm gently touch, drink a beer with him, eat breakfast (complete with 2 eggs, scrabble, pancakes, toast and oatmeal/cream of wheat and of course, milk) i would want to just sit with him and listen to him and laugh, and finally fall asleep in his arms.. i miss him so much, i can't wait till i see him again.

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