Oh.. how so much can change in almost a year...

..As ridiculous as this sounds, "She's Everything" by Brad Paisley, makes me cry every time it randomly plays on my zune. At the same time though, I'm comforted by the memory it brings back. It's been 9 months, Jeff, and not a day has gone by where I haven't thought about you or stared into the sky.. I keep thinking about the last convo we had together on yahoo before it all happened, and how I had to rush off because of work.. I wish I knew that it would've been the last chance I would have to talk to you, cause I would've just ditched that day so I could talk longer. I miss you more and more each day, Jeff.. but I'm glad I was lucky enough to have been your girl.  CLD look at you girl♥

my fav song ♥†♥

Got a picture of you I carry in my heart
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you asked me how I'm doin' I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night
Thinkin' you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark
Wishin' you were next to me, your head against my heart
If you asked me how I'm doing I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by

Minutes turn to hours, and the hours to days
Seems it's been forever that I've felt this way

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
After all this time you're still with me it's true
Somehow you remain locked so deep inside
Baby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes by